1.22.2004
hihi
Staying over at my friend's place... Just drank up a tid bits of life...guess the parents forgot to tell her how to share uh?? Can't really believe that she called that "a fair share" ....I said "a fair share my ass" *of course I didn't spit it out*

Life Life lIfe..Idon't really think I would be able to drag my self to the warmth of sleeping...gotta write my report tomorrow..oop nope it's actually for today's morning...not really sure about the school though...it's bloody stormy now...it's all white....I made snow angel at school yesterday hheheheheheh

About that patience-consuming-asshole? I just get rid of him outta my mind...God....Guys are just big zeros....


1.20.2004
mata air itu mulai lagi
setelah kering...
mengalirkan kehangatan...
mensejukkan jiwa...

thanks...


1.19.2004
Hai Hai!! Start walkin now..better not waste any of ma time anymore eh!!! Manda wake up...*theme of the day* huehuheuheueueuehue...can I see a glimpse of him? just a glimpse and I guess ma day will be helluva better...It's plaza accord my problem? it wasn't...but it is now!! gotta make a kewl report out of it...how da ...
it's 3 20 now..I need to buy some snack for my next class...hahaha hopefully he'll sit beside me again....
GHHRHOOOAAAAA!!!!! can't wait to return to Indonesia...I don't think I'll join rafting though...it's rainy season Man...it's dangerous to get into the stream now.... anyway okay see you next time...ows I just bought new diary *the one I should put my writng effor with pen into it* haahahah have fun with it...
miss ya...


1.13.2004
Finally, I finished my mid term exam today...the exam wasn't that bad ..well it's easier than i expected heheh U know what.. he is here!! right infront of my very eyes.... but I just realized one thing that i don't really like him hahaha...Ow I just met this guy named Naoto...not bad at all...


1.11.2004
I'm Back!!
currently trying to put all my effort to understand environmental sociology readings...They're all sucks...Hate to say the words 'risk distribution' nobody wants to get it distributed...People will love to hear 'benefit distribution' ....Well anyway that is all just a crap...

Okay just wish i have 36 hours a day...will be more time to study..and MAnda!!! stop whining girl...


1.06.2004


Every Second

Return to me the time I wasted on you
Give me every second that I spent on you,
I thought they would be worth it.

The days that I spent next to the phone,
And all those Friday nights I spent alone
I stayed home waiting for that call.
You took me for a fool, but not any more.

I learned that love was spending time,
And, although, I love you.
I can't see myself with someone,
Who calls once a week,
And works things out by letting them be.

I learned to let things go, once they hurt.
So return to me every second
That I wasted loving you.


What do i really want for my life? it's a but blurry now....doushiou?


it's been quite a while that i have never wrote any diary...and i guess now is just the perfect time to start...anyway. I realized that i should be busy with my thesis proposal but got my brain stuck and i can't move on.. komatta wa


1.05.2004
buzz it for the first time beibeh


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